Lately, I think that I've become more needy. At times, I think that I would actually be willing to throw away everything I have, in exchange of someone who would give me his attention 24/7.
Damn, is age catching up on me? Or is the flu affecting my abilities to think straight?
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Day 119
Is it wrong for me to want something that shouldn't even have crossed my mind in the first place?
每个坚强的女人都会有脆弱小女人的一面。
每个坚强的女人都会有脆弱小女人的一面。
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Day 105
Sometimes I'm amazed at how much better this has turned out than I've imagined. Of course, things at work could be much better, but I'm pretty sure it will accelerate from here, with more responsibilities and work to come. That said, I'm still quite sure that, home, would be my final destination. Like I've said a couple of months back, just because I'm less happy, doesn't mean I can't be happy, right?
Other than that, I'm pretty excited about November, as I'll be moving to my new apartment!!! Whee~ There are a lot of things that I have to settle at the moment, a couple of glitches here and there, a BIG commitment to come (at least financially) when I finally have my own place, but as a friend mentioned to me the other day, there's nothing like coming back to your own sanctuary after a long day of work - and I couldn't agree more!
Two friends here are going back home end of this month for good. It's funny how everyone is running away from here, and I came back despite everything. I still find it hard to grasp, how fate intertwines with your life. Barely a year ago, I thought I'd be back for good, taking in everything here as if it's my last time. Now that I'm back here, a lot of things remain the same, but I guess things do feel different when you look at it at another perspective.
I just realized how much I miss autumn and the beautiful colors.
I have plans, but I'm not gonna reveal it here, other than the fact that I don't want to jinx it by saying it out loud. So let's just hope that things will go right as planned. :)
Other than that, I'm pretty excited about November, as I'll be moving to my new apartment!!! Whee~ There are a lot of things that I have to settle at the moment, a couple of glitches here and there, a BIG commitment to come (at least financially) when I finally have my own place, but as a friend mentioned to me the other day, there's nothing like coming back to your own sanctuary after a long day of work - and I couldn't agree more!
Two friends here are going back home end of this month for good. It's funny how everyone is running away from here, and I came back despite everything. I still find it hard to grasp, how fate intertwines with your life. Barely a year ago, I thought I'd be back for good, taking in everything here as if it's my last time. Now that I'm back here, a lot of things remain the same, but I guess things do feel different when you look at it at another perspective.
I just realized how much I miss autumn and the beautiful colors.
I have plans, but I'm not gonna reveal it here, other than the fact that I don't want to jinx it by saying it out loud. So let's just hope that things will go right as planned. :)
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